Have you ever laid in bed with your heart feeling lukewarm, like as if it was cold but it’s heating up in not the best way… lately that’s been me. For anyone who cares I am human, a person who goes to school with dreams and ideals of his own. I don’t know what it is that I want… but I just can’t seem to be happy. I guess I’m lonely in all honesty, every time I think I have a good thing going it never seems to stick, I can have a good relationship with people and I’m really good at being a host and introducing people, but after a while it just feels like the people I hangout with like me more bec